It’s been about a month since I completed the Marathon des Sables and to be honest, I just feel a little bit down. I’ve worked so hard, for what seemed like so long to get to the race and then before I could even blink it was over.
I’m now back in the UK, back at home, as though it never happened.
Its May 2016! I have no idea where the time has gone!!
I now feel blah..…
Its like all the focus has gone, all the commitment and hard work. I have nothing to aim towards and its making me feel; unsettled, aimless, just killing time, not being productive, not really doing anything.
Yes. I know I’m writing my book and doing my podcast and have some conferences coming up. But I don’t have another goal that’s motivating me.
I don’t know what to do with myself.
I’ve become so much better at managing my time, that I’ve got so much more of it available! I’m on top of all my podcasts. I have all the May podcasts edited and uploaded. I have another eight recored, which just need editing.
To be honest, I’m on top of everything and I don’t feel like its challenging me anymore. I need the next thing…..
I need a concrete goal, something to develop me, something to challenge me and something to aim towards.
Have you felt like this before? How did you decide what you wanted to do?